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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

i juz cant help feeling that i am an outcast... everyone dislike me... they juz pretend to be my friend... and... YES... THIS IS WAD I FEEL ABOUT U PEOPLE WHO ARE READING MY BLOG TOO... u hate mi deep underneath right?... u are juz faking to be my friend right?... u tink that if u could turn time back u wud rather never have crosspath with me right?... U JUZ HATE ME RIGHT?... if u answer yes to any of those Q abv... TELL THAT TO ME... i wun flare at you...i wun be angry at you... i wud juz wish... if QP or TT or KY tell mi... i wud juz wish i nvr entered BNSS... if xinhui and chunhui jies tell mi... i wud juz wish that i nvr cr8ed a fam called ~Cherish~ and i wasnt recruiting ppl on that day... if KS/EK tell me... i wud wish that i nvr posted in teenage... if mama or hui zehzeh u tell me... i wud wish i nvr played audi... and... YES... i feel like losing everything to my life... i alr lost the family ties in my family... i aint on good terms on my mother... and my sis simply answer me my Q cos i am her sister... all i have left is my future... and u guys... please... if u wan leave now... juz tell it straight to my face... i alr have fallen... falling more doesnt matter to me... a wound is a wound no matter how deep it is... no matter how deep is a wound it shall heal and leave a scar... leave oni 1 scar on me plz... im begging you

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