i mishx him alot leh... how... sianned... i tot i could use songs to numb myself... cos i nid my mind to be occupied every minute... but i failed to that... 2day was talking to huis jiejie... den talk talk... den said until... she say she like walk ard alone... but... fer mi i rather go out got ppl acc mi... i dun like being alone... thats y im beside my comp 24/7... lidat den got ppl pei wo... i dun like being loner... i had been loner fer dunno how many years liao... den i realised... i rmb... my attitude sux... my char sux... my life sux... den i see lo... got which sec sku fwen on9 i go ask... do you noe y im so disliked in sec sku?... i asked MH, LY, KY, TT... together i got an answer that i needed... my attitude is not so good... my appearances sux... i cant mingle into the group... cos im way too different... well... time to throw all this away... and evolve into the new HL... i cant kip this up... or else... i go ite... same things are going to happen again... no way im going to spend another few more miserable years... yeah... i had been a loner cos i cant mingle in wif others... that y im always alone... i didnt minded being alone last time... but after i got my comp in april2008 and met wes korkor... i didnt wanted to be alone... i wanted sum1 to acc mi... i hate being alone... and now that is wad im doing... im alone... back to square one... tis yr went quite well bahz... first got mummeh pei... den she went work... den i got lurbb jiejie pei... den nvr talk much liao... den i go him pei... den now...back to square one... once a loner... forever a loner... now rdm ppl lo... sumtimes huis jiejie... sumtimes js mummeh... sumtimes lurbbjiejie... den... nonojie... bellejie... all those ppl rdm rdm lo... rily... haiz... i dun like being a loner... that show at 10pm channel U perfect cut is so nice... i learnt sumthing new again... well... shows are educational... hehe... even tho is PG... LOL... like last time that show taijizhangsanfeng... taught mi... u should treat bad things happened to u an experience not a burden... and throw away the burden and run towards the new life... well... is useful... i had alr transvert sum unhappy incidents into experiences and not burden... my life is at least nt so bad... huis jie dun mistaken worh... im not optimistic... im juz trying to hide from from the daily torture of my life... must go slp liao... or else tml cant wake b4 9:30am... I WAN WATCH TBEE... LOL... cos i rmbed tbee in da weekend morning is kewl^^... nitez Blogged @ 3:05:00 AM
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