my mind is willing to let go... my heart aint... and lidat my heart aches more by the second... should i juz give up and let my heart ache a lot temporily... or continue and let my heart ache bit by bit over eash passing second for permanant?... if u dk wad it means... means sud i pay the price in one go... or pay in installments... for those who know mi... u know i seldom cry... but recently... i have been crying nearly every 2 nights... if life can repeat... i would still choose the same path... but i will try not make all those who know me... and myself end up getting wounded... but... mistakes done cannot be undone... oni can make up... well im tryin to make up for sum wrong things i have done... and oso preventing myself doing wrong thing... EVER SINCE I GOT A COMPUTER MY LIFE TOTALLY CHANGED AROUND AND NOW I AM HATING MY LIFE... FML... from den till now it did actually turnned sweet once... lasted for about... 2 weeks... and yep yep... u are right... is that feburary time... if u guys dk wad im talking about... read the post from jan 30~feb20... i tink u might understand... and those who wonder y i gt comp den so lidat... is cos... when i got comp... i dl maple and audi... but that time i was a mapletard... so lidat met xia0wEs( he was the one who make me wanted to steps out of my lonely circle)... den after my maple siao siao de make my keyboard cannot use... den nvr touch maple le... but as u know my life very few fwends... so i posted in teenage and this yuanhe and darren guy added me... now ttl nvr contact yuanhe... but occasionly contact darren... cos darren in NS... ytd juz talked over fone till... 4am... den 2day morning talk again... haiz... another person who bully me de... =.=... my life actually sux... lucky still got u guys... and darren... time to go audi riaos... ciao Blogged @ 1:46:00 AM
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