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Friday, May 15, 2009

peelease~ how much can u understand me by this act of mine?
i been trodden down by FAMILY members
how much pain of this childhood troubles u understand?
你们有一个完整家庭把
我并没有
十岁时爸爸和别的女人跑了
妈妈患上乳癌
为了一点小事妈妈就回答我骂我
人渣畜牲魔鬼什么难听的话都给她骂了
应为这样我根本没有自信心
如果你的生活还比我的不幸
你才有资格骂我

i know zarel is a great fwen but is kinda like i nearly bully everyone cuz my own problems

FYI: i do not act the same way in front of my guy and fwens

To Zarel:
i wasnt intending on spamming your blog, i was just trying to explain to you.
regarding whatever you said~
actually you didnt use the right tone to tell me you pek chek me alr~
so i didnt catch it~ thats why i didnt stop what i was doing.
but wasnt ur fault that you wasnt using the right tone
cuz i do not remember telling you that.

and FYI idk whye i can act so differently infront of him and infront of fwens
but if fwens and him tgt i will definately act the way infront of him instead of fwens
the only thing to be serious is when im emo or depressed
thats it whye i rather be kisiao but i know i always is over the limits

i talk words w/o passing through my brain~ so is actually possible
fyi~ most of the times i will regret what i have said but
word out riaos so no cure riaos so i diam riaos

besides i tink i only changed to become lidat after primary 4 when my family changed
is kinda like self protective thingy luh

just to summarize

我为我所做的事情感到非常抱歉。
请接受我的道歉
对不起

To Sharon:
i often tell ppl i m immature cuz im always not acting my age
i know that veri veri obviously
i oso is veri irresponsible at most times
FYI : there are ppl hu does not hate me for how i act
and oso i DO respect certain ppl
and i DO NOT bully everyone

To Mummeh:
ma i realised that u and i gt smth in common
we treat on9 fwens better den rl fwens sio
or maybe is ur character bahz that we could stay fwends for more den half a yr
or ijjit cuz that simple promise we made?
or cuz u understand me the most?

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